the dark knight rises - brave

I think that I'm actually kind of a twitterish person. But I have no twitter-account, no instagram-account. Yet. So I'll keep my ordinary life on my ordinary laptop.

Lately I've seen two movies at the theater. The Dark Knight Rises (10/8) and Brave (1/9). And as usual I'm now gonna type a few words of them each. The mighty ending of Batman gave me chills. It was stunning and the three hours didn't actually felt that long. That itself is a good sign for a movie and its qualities. The antagonist, or maybe rather said, the antagonists, are interesting and gives a deep into the story when it relies on backgrounds and earlier disagrees within the characters. I might say the misfortunes on the good side against the evil in some ways are a little exaggerated though. At the same time these factors makes it all more credible. The superhero-genre contains many dark factors, factors to be saved from. Gotham City might be these dark crimes personified. A heavy feature. The city is like a magnet, it draws the crimes to itself. The misfortunes are a consequence of that. I think. And the hope through the wall-sketches. The picture is all in all lovely and I'm in love with the soundtrack, even though it's not that good outside the context. The will for the climb during hihoos spreads a fussy feeling inside of me. Then it can be some discussions about the actors performances. What a heck is wrong with Christian Bales voice, mister macho? And the potish microphone of mister Bane, Tom Hardy. I don't really believe in an antagonist who seems to "act without speaking". Speaking like that. Maybe these fails are the reasons why I now liked Joseph Gordon-Levitt. Maybe it's his role. Maybe I'm changed. Anyhow, I did like him which I never have before. That's about it. I have to see this again to secure my grades. But it's worth it. JJJJ

And so, this Saturday, I went to see the new animated movie Brave. My expectations for this were top-notch. As we all know, I'm a sucker for animations. What could ever go wrong with a tangled red-head princess? With a bow? And a lovely scottish accent? A lot. Obviously. Like those bears for instance, why? Why this script? Of course there were things to like but my disappointment got huge. The story felt a bit lame, it contained an important message though. The soundtrack was scottishsly lovely. And by that I mean lovely. The mother/daughter-song is already in one of my playlists on Spotify. And I like this character, Merida. Now I'm not gonna say anything more. As you can see it got its qualities and its well worth seeing, as matter in fact many in the movie theater seem to enjoy this, a lot. To judge by those laughs. JJJ


Today I've got a package. Six movies from Discshop. Okey, I paid them myself but anyway. The Avengers. Captain America. Brokeback Mountain. Easy A. Sherlock Holmes: A Game of the Shadows. The Hunger Games. I love those packages!

would you like to see a movie?

I've spend my night watching different trailers for upcoming movies. That makes me inspired and I long for seeing different things. Here are some of the movies I would like to see. Of course there probably will be more than less.

                                       

And yes I know, I'm pretty attached to animated movies.
And yes, i've watched a whole lot of trailers. More or less good. I'm a sucker for this you know.
And of course there are a whole bunch of more which I could tell about, but I'm not gonna do that.

the amazing spider-man

Since my internet broke I haven't been able to write here. Now however it works, for the moment. So here I am.

This Friday I went to the SF movie theatre in Jönköping with one of my sisters. The Amazing Spider-Man 3D (20/7). And I must say I was pretty amazed. I already liked Stone and here Garfield shined as well. I like how they turned the story to the background and the relations. The anthagonist made sence even though I sometimes felt him a bit exaggerated. In many ways he reminded about the Hulk - evil, angry and impossible to deal with when he injected the poison. The music is fantastic and the picture nicely made though 3D sometimes feels overrated. Even though 3D-productions actually are better now than before. Some mistakes are done overall in this production and the other Marvels are still to be better. But still, this I liked. It's awesome. In my eyes is this so much better than the earlier Spider-Man-productions - it gives ME more. Now I'm not gonna say anything more to spoil for you who haven't seen. But I've got to see it again. Some day. Me really like Garfields transformation. Got to love him in this. Thanks for now! JJJJ



Because I only got two days left scheduled for summer job I'm now gonna publish this summers playlist. Summer twelwe. Mostly there's songs which I've listened to on the radio in the car on my way till and from work. To pep myself or just cool down after a stressful day. Some of them are included because they in other ways relates to this summer. Maybe a few more will be added. But this for now, this is the heart.

By the way. Among all these films I've seen so far this summer I've maybe discovered an other favorite actor. Or what do you say about the leading actor in Worried about the Boy. Love this style. Maybe it's the role itself. But you've got to act it in any way. And I've seen other things with this little fellow. Which I liked. So I'm gonna continue to think I did found an other favorite. Till the opposite gots proved. Or unproved.

real or not real?

Real. I'm an addict. Like a trap. Trapped.

Now I've been quiet. Again. I'm spending my days working at my summer job, watch movies, listen to THG-audiobook (in English) and rest. Not much more to do when it's rainy and cold and you're about to catch a cold. But I think an idea for a manuscript is taking form. I shall take a day to write these tiny ideas and let them grow as soon as I can. Welcome the process. 

resist consist

Sometimes I think about life. Philosophize about the human being. Why we are as we are. What we do and why we do it. Whoever we are meant to be. The meaning of life. Tonight I cogitate the fact that we're actually not always allowed to be who we are. Irrespective of color, high or low confidence, sex, disposition, interests, work, age, class, bag man, famous, fat, thin, shy, pushing.. There's always any kind of expectations on us. We can't just do something because we want to. Even if that's mostly something we aim for in life. To be ourselves. What I don't understand is that it seems that some people can do whatever they want, write whatever they want, say whatever they want - to anyone they want. And then seem to think that others may not bother or react. At all. For them it's okey to stamp on others as long as no one stamps on them, as long as no one treats them in same shitty way as they treat others. That's low and I dare to think it's a bad qualification. I've experienced it and others with me. In different levels. Can anyone answer why this happens? How these people are thinking? Do they think they're actually better than the other of us or are they just so into themselves? What in the whole wide world can accept such behaviour? I think mankind should be more fair, no matter what. Not that I'm better than anyone else, probably not at all, but sometimes you just can't get people and their manners. I prefer the oddness in fair love. To be fair and to be fair with love. When life itself isn't mankind really should. So I wonder.

another soundtrack

No wonder why I thought of the music when I saw Snow White & the Huntsman. It's James Newton Howards work. Beautiful!

snow white and the huntsman

Tonight I've visit the movie theater again. Or to be exact, it was yesterday. Since I've reached the limits for the goldmembership in SF's cinemaclub I haven't used any of my points there. Because of that I got this movie for free. The second movie for free in one week (Prometheus was the other one). How hilarious isn't that? Anyway. Now it was time for Snow White & the Huntsman (10/6). In many ways this film appeared as I expected. We all know the fairy tale about the evil queen, the mirror and the beautiful Snow White. In Snow White & the Huntsman we gets most of these typical marks for this fairy, from dwarfs to poisoned apples. But in a new point of view. I like the way this stays the classical story. I also like the new perspective which (among other things) are formed through the visual effects. In many ways I even love this, despite some really annoying details. Charlize Theron is absolutely fantastic (just as I guessed) and Chris Hemsworth made a safe impression, even though he looks a bit insane in his fights. I feel safe by his steady Austrailan accent. Probably it helps that I also likes his personality off screen. And I like the castle, the dwarfs, the bird-thing, the splinter-soldiers. the dark forest, the fairy forest, the troll, the queen, the huntsman, the balance between the funny and dark. The beautiness. So, what do I not like? Kristen Stewart. Can that girl act at all? Can she avoid looking druged and angry? Open her eyes and truly smile? Change the face just once? Express herself? I hate shallowness but isn't Snow White suppose to be more beautiful than the evil queen? Theron looks just fabulous. The mirror-mirror-who-is-the-fairest-of-them-all-thing looses its credibility by this. I'm so sorry Kristen but I don't believe in you. I wish I could. Some others in the cast also disappointed me a bit. But that's to overcome. What makes me most sad is that fantasy movies like this one always seems to lack out of something to get extraordinary. Complications. Some things missing. Almost always. It's to bad because I really love fairy tales, adventures and fantasy. Now. That's all I'm gonna say. By the way. Anyone else who notes the huge influence of Hayao Miyazakis Princess Mononoke through the deer? JJJJ

apropos nerds

Which movie was your latest at the cinema?
Prometheus


Which movie was your first ever at cinema?
Tzatziki - morsan och polisen (Tsatsiki - The mum and the policeman)


What's the next movie you're going to see at cinema? 
Snow White and the Huntsman


A guilty pleasure movie.
Chick flicks. Haha. High School and cute guys. Which ones it's for you to guess.


An overrated movie.
The Godfather


An underrated movie.
I'm gonna say Legally Blond. Because that's my mood and I can see it so many times.


A movie that not many heard of but I've seen. 
Not sure what people seen but I'll say Beautiful Boxer. I've only seen it once but now and then the story still strikes me. Even though it's a couple of years now. I was so overwhelmed by it. I've tried to find it on DVD but sadly I haven't.

A movie you saw only because of an actor.
Oh, I see many films just because of the actors. They're a huge part of the filmproductions overall.


Five favorite actors.
Robert Downey Jr.
Christoph Walz. 
Johnny Depp. 
Joaquin Phoenix. 
Heath Ledger


Five favorite actresses.
Helena Bonham Carter
Jennifer Lawrence
Emma Stone 
Scarlett Johansson
Alicia Wikander


VHS, DVD or Blu-Ray?
Since I'm not able to see movies in either VHS or Blue-Ray I've got to say DVD.


Best Disney-movie?
The Lion King. Beauty and the Beast. Tangled.


A movie which makes you cry.
Lately I've become more sensitive and cries more offten while I watch movies. Especially when I'm alone watching. Tangled is an exemple, when all the Chinese lanterns lights up and floats to the sky. They're so many and she's so missed. That's love.


A movie which you know it's bad but truly loves.
Burlesque. Crossroads.


Best soundtrack? 
The soundtrack of a movie is SO important. And the fact that I'm sold for it doesn't makes it less important. To choose one specific is hard. But I'm gonna say the soundtrack of Gladiator. And Inception. And Water for Elephants. And The Hunger Games. And Inglourious Basterds. And Sherlock Holmes. And Amelie. And Edward Scissorhands. And True Grit. And How to train your dragon. And, ehum, I can probably go on for ever.


Favorite quote in a favorite movie? 
"And now we are Free. I will see you again.. but not yet.. Not yet!" (Juba, Gladiator)


A movie which were better than the book.
Mostly the books really are better than the films, but the long version (BBC series) of Pride & Prejudice are actually better than the book I think.


A childrens movie you can see over and over again. 
Astrid Lindgrens stories - especially Ronja. And the animated movies..


Best sci-fi.
District 9


Best comedy.
I'm pretty rough concerning comedies. But I like I love you man. I think that's my favorite comedy right now.


Best fantasy.
Edward Scissorhands. Harry Potter. 

Best lovestory.
Amelie from Montmartre. 

A movie you hate. 
Sliding doors.

Best animated movie.
All Toy Stories and How to train your dragon and Tangled. And. I love animated movies! 


A movie made by your favorite-director but you think's bad.
I'm not sure I have any specific favorite director. I'm pretty divided in that case.


Best movie inspired by a comic paper? 
The Avengers. Iron Man. Nolans Batman. X-men. 


Three movies you can't wait for. 
Hunger Games: Catching Fire (2013). Dark Knight Rises (2012). Iron Man 3 (2013).


Best musical.
Moulin Rouge AND Singin' in the rain

Favorite character right now. 
God, I think I have to say Haymitch, Peeta, Cinna..

the hunger games nerd

I've just finished the first book in the Hunger Games-triology. For the third time. In just two months. I must admit I'm a little embarrassed about this. Feels as if I should be fourteen or so if so. But I've become a real geek regarding this story. For the moment I'm actually a bit obsessed. Maybe that says a lot of my extraordinary life. However, nerding can be quite nice. And I think I like it. And. Why should anyone else actually bother? It's fascinating!

prometheus

This Wednesday (6/6) I went to the movie theater again. This time to see Prometheus. In 3D. But I'm sorry to say it wasn't that good. Well, to begin with it seemed to be. The landscape pretty much overwhelmed me and the production overall was nicely well-made. But all this slime, all this creepy slimy creatures and some things looking like bombs and melt iron (or anything like that) with disgusting creatures in itself. I guess that's just not my cup of tea. To be honest, I haven't seen any of the earlier Alien-movies. But after this I don't think I'm gonna see any other either. To bad because I think this could have been so good with some other prospects and less slimy growing aliens in stomachs. I really likes this idea with the searching, from where we are. In the universe. But slimyness. Just pointless, just so empty and meaningless. And. Why do extraterrestrial beings always seems to be evil? Is that some kind of conspired universal agreement? I dare to wonder. I like the cast a bit though. Noomi Rapace. Many Swedes in Hollywood now it appears. Like that! And I must admit I still like Ridley Scott. Even though I'm skeptical. JJJ


By the way. I've finally seen The Artist and Hugo Cabret. The Oscars-films. Of any strange reason both of them went short time in the theaters. But now, I've seen them. And I like them. I don't really get the hype though. I mean, The Artist. It's lovely, indeed. But the best film ever? Haven't those people seen silent movies before? I felt like I've seen it before.

movie awards

Just saw the reprise of MTV Movie Awards 2012. I love those movie awards. And. The Black Keys and Johnny Depp played togehter. And they rocked. Just the fact of that makes this awesome. But as we know, movies and music makes one! And I just smile, enjoying it all. Yes!

esc 2012 final - euphoria!

My god what a night. Euphoria! Oh Eurovision Song Contest, how I love this phenomenon. All of the melodies, the performances, the happiness, the worst jokes, the prettiest cards, the lavished arenas, the poor English, the unyielding French, the singing out of tunes, the cutest babushkas, the magnificient intermissions who sometimes just shocks, the nice production, the neighbourliness (which I believe actually is a sign of same culture), the nailbiting results of voting. This uniting competition which provides love and peace. And this year Sweden sent our best contribution ever. Probably one of the best in Eurovision all time. I'm thrilled by this loveable magical girl and her outstanding performance. Thank you Loreen! Though I'm a bit shocked about the northern for the rest, they were worth much more. Especially Iceland.

Top five:
1. Sweden, 372 points
2. Russia, 259 points
3. Serbia, 214 points
4. Azerbaijan, 150 points
5. Albania, 146 points

esc 2012 semi-final 2

And the second semi-final was just as awesome as the first one. I totally love this. And I love that so many sings in their own languages this year. And I adore our magical Loreen. She makes me proud to be a Swede. Go Sweden! And the other favorites of mine. It's gonna be so exciting to see the final on Saturday.

And of course: the list of the melodies this evening. (This time Georgia's missing. Maybe it appears later. Montenegro did.)
And here are the finals.

And my favorites. Not all of them made it to the final but still, here they are. Keeps my fingers crossed.

esc 2012 semi-final 1

Tonight I've seen the first semi-final of Eurovision Song Contest 2012. You've got to love Eurovision Song Contest. Leastways I do. All this music. The worst ones, and the best. Thursday's the second semi. And then. On Saturday. The big final. Longing. Loving. I'll watch.

Here's the first semi-final melodies. Montenegro and Albania are missing since I couldn't find them on Spotify.

This years host country (last years winner) and the big five (who are directly qualified to the final since they contributes that much money to the competition) have I also made a list of. You can listen to them here if you want to.

the soundtrack of hunger games

Today I'm listening to the soundtrack of the Hunger Games. I'm never gonna get tired of this. Those soundtracks. The magic of the composing skills. To tell the stories by means of music. It reminds me why original soundtracks has such an important role. This place which I heart so. It's just beautiful! And James Newton Howard, you're one of a kind. Emotional perfection.

Not to forget the melodies in this soundtrack which also includes singing. Even though I don't really gets their spots in the movie. In fact I've notised that only a coulpe of these melodies are included in the film. Or did I get it wrong? I just feels the world through melodies like these though. Right now they're including everything that matters.

awkward.

One year ago I thought I had the most perfect class. I loved everyone of them. Spent a lot of my spare time with many of them. In the fall it went on. Even better. Felt so loved. Few people have ever meant that much as they did. I've never felt less alone. Then. I'm not really sure what happend. Don't think I ever been so sad. Never felt so broken. Hurt. Devastated. Misconstrued. Now it feels I've never been more alone. Just because one turned away it seems everyone did. Conclusion? Not even try to trust people anymore? This sucks!

So. Now I'm gonna quit writing about my fucking life. The drabness of everyday life. My awkward me. That's just boring to read, and boring to write. There are things much more interesting. Lets change turn to that sort of stuff. Today I recorded a couple of sequences. A little more filming and then I'm gonna edit it. Yey. And I've decided this summers project's gonna be a new manuscript. More about that. Later.

Tonight i feel calm. Calmer. Thankful. Tonight I eat meat!

moments of panic

I have an essay to do. And what do you think I do? Anything but that stupid essay. I'm gonna regret this day.

Sadface.

beware goddamnit

I've never thought about leaving Sweden, now I can't bear this country. This cursed city. Give me a tattoo and let me go do some movies!


I don't recognize myself.

globalization

Since I now write in English I believe it's pretty interesting that it all of a sudden seems to be more readers here. Even though I actually think it's a coincidence I must admit it makes me wanna write more and in a better way. My truly interests. Causes and effects. Local and global. To deal with what I love the most, movies. Most of all movies. And music! This whole English-thing just motivates me. And maybe most interesting, I believe I feel less "jantelag" when I writes in English. Jantelagen which sort of tells us not to be confident or proud in ourselves, in what we do or who we are. This typical Swedish phenomenon. Such as the fact that my English actually sucks. In Sweden we shall say it, without saying it. Does that make any sense? Does anything of this make any sense?

to promote love

Once again I've seen one of those sugary chick flicks. Filled with that kind of love which only happens in films. I so hate this kind of movies. And still I love them. A cool boy and a less cool girl (or the other way around) meets. Love appears and then complications. But it always ends great with an "and then they got each other and they lived happily ever after". Sort of. It's just so tacky. But as I said. I still love it. Probably because it'll never happens in reality. But dreams are for hope, to watch gives a part of that dream. Just a spark. A glimpse of happiness to enjoy. To feel. Then I think it's actually not that impossible either for me. As matter in fact I would probably be a perfect girlfriend. I'm fond of helping and be there for someone else. To spread out my love, part my heart. People approves me. At least they say. So. Actually it should not be that hard - thus I can't believe I'm still single. I'm perfect just ready to give it all. So where are you? Or wait a second. I even can't talk to boys. And I'm not even sure I believe this kind of love really exists, at all. Or am I afraid? No, enough now. I've finally accept myself to be the everlasting single. Now we're gonna leave this subject and I'm gonna stay by these tacky chick flicks of mine. Now I'm gonna smeyes and jump in relief!

if you think you are a movie

Once again I've visit the cinema in town. And it reminds me of all movies I haven't told you about the last couple of mounths. Since I'm in order to get the goldmembership in SF's cinemaclub I'd like to tell you about them. Nevertheless in case to remind myself of what I've seen. So, here we go. Briefly reviewed.


The Adventures of Tintin: The Secret of the Unicorn, 3D (4/11)
My expectations for this movie was enormous so when I watched this film I couldn't help feeling some disappointment. Still I have to admit the production to be well-made and include a nice part of view. JJJ

En dag (15/11)
Or actually One day, the story about a couple who never can decide if they are going to be with each other or not. It only irritates me. I'm able to see the nice things but overall nothing really hits me. It's okay and it's all I can say. JJJ

In time (28/11)
While watching this narrative i realized how this movie is inspired by many other things. Maybe it's only my imagination but I see parts from Robin Hood and other parts from Bonnie & Clyde, and World War III at the same time. Yet I like this concept and accepts the whole thing. But still, somethings missing. JJJ

Simon och ekarna (15/12)
This movie, based on a novel by Marianne Fredriksson, is something else. It's a beautiful story claimed to the oppressived atmosphere in the years round World War III. It's about implicit reactions of familysecrets and the fear of the war and who you really are. I wished to tell you my satisfaction over this but sadly I have to admit the script and the picture spoiled my impressions of this. The male minor part did however suprise me with his extraordinary version of Ruben Lentov. JJJ

Sherlock Holmes: Game of the Shadows (1/1)
One of my favorite actors is the one and only Robert Downey Jr. And as Sherlock I really have to say his got a role suited perfectly for him. I love this version of Sherlock. Guy Ritchies photo and visual effects makes a teriffic picture. And not least the music which i think is most important in all kind of films. Though I believe this second movie in many ways is inferior compare to the first one. Some effects just feels done. However i think the story is more interesting. I'm simply still in love with this! JJJJ

Förbjuden kärlek/Circumstance (6/1)
Circumstance tells a story about two Iranian girls finding their love to each other while the whole civilization speaks against their love. This is such an interesting and important movie. It's refreshing as well as gratifying to see a well-done production including this subject. I personally prefer the outspoken word to allow the love no matter what, to see a movie like this just makes me glad. And thoughtful. How can love ever be wrong no matter who we are or which country to be? JJJJ

Shame (18/1)
Okey. Naked film, naked Fassbender, naked story. I miss the circumstanses which caused these complex consequences. Now it feels pretty empty without any profundity. And I don't like Fassbenders performance, at all. I don't believe him, he doesn't affect me while watching. Overall it's just naked emptiness. Okey is just only an okey. JJJ

My week with Marilyn (26/1)
Marilyn, such a fascinating person. And Michelle Williams did this very well. Yet I can't feel it really sticks to me. It's though a wondelful story about a person who affected so many people at her time, in her own special way. To get a part of this movie and the cultural treasure Marilyn became part of is just a bless. JJJ

Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy (14/2)
Seeing this complicated movie made me pretty tired I remember. Just a blink and you missed an important sequence in the narrative. I think such movies mostly are the greatest but in this case it just made me tired and uninterested. We'll see if I give it another try on some future occasion. JJJ

The Descendants (23/2)
I really looked forward to see the Descendants and I must say I liked it. It's a current topic made in an interesting way. Though it was good it didn't reached all of my expectations. I cannot put the finger on what's missing but it's something. JJJJ

Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (29/2)
This was a spontaneous movie with dear friends. About a boys bereavement after his fathers death in World Trade Center and his surch for the locker of a key he founds. This is okey overall but repeatedly I realizes myself just wondering if the boy is autistic or not. Max von Sydow, one of Sweden's pride in Hollywood however did an excellent work. JJJJ

The Iron Lady (7/3)
Historical story about a historic lady, Margaret Thatcher. Meryl Streep is just marvellous but still I feel I'm on a boring history lesson. Only done to explain a human fate. Interesting of course but no more and it makes me feel sorrow. JJJ

Kvarteret Skatan reser till Laholm (16/3)
A friend of mine gave me this visit for birthdaypresent after eating a lovely steakedinner att Jensen's. It was one of the loveliest birthdaysevenings ever so I'm sorry to say the movie wasn't that good. In my opinion swedish films mostly are pretty bad. Especially when it's a comedy, which in this case it was. I just can't deal with it. And. Who ever jokes about cancer? Just asking. I know I have a pretty weird morbid sence of humour but this was just bad. In spite of that i did giggle once or twice. JJ

The Hunger Games (29/3)
Goodness! I was overwhelmed by this. I've almost never felt a movie stick on to me like that. It's glued to my mind ever since I saw it. The most loveable music and the story which touched my heart. Such sad and cruel environment. Afterwards I had to read all three books, it took just a few days. Part II and III are even better than the first one and it's almost unbearable to wait for the second movie to approach. This is close perfection but it doesn't reaches all the way. JJJJ

Iron Sky (19/4)
Another spontaneous visit at the cinema. The most fishy movie ever. I mean, it was really quite a nice production, nice point of views and proper settings. And i did laugh a couple of times, but no. I have no words. Sickness! I though love the idea of Nazis on the moon! Their twisted visions are most welcome to be spread. For their disadvantage. JJ

The Avengers, 3D (30/4)
And we went to the party of heroes. It's not that hard to understand why this movie gains all success. It deserves it. It's awesome and I believe my expectations were far from close to actually realize how good this movie ever could be. Even though I really like all the earlier movies about these heroes (of course especially Iron Man) I had my doubts. In cases like this it might sometimes just get to much. But it's the opposite. Nice edited, nice visual and 3D-effects, nice music, nice acting, nice picture. And to gather different worlds like that. Yes I love it! JJJJ

Dark Shadows (14/5)
Fabulous Tim Burtons latest. Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter, and some others. Loveness as usual! Though I cannot say it's complete. Maybe it's because I hate vampires. I don't know. I just cannot figure what's going on inside Burtons head but this is proclaimed to be a comedy and I barely laugh. Actually it's ambivalent to several genres. It's not horrible, no satisfactory. It's serious without being serious. Not even the surroundings which marks Burton is really included. I may be missing the point but I began to wonder why I nowadays can't find Burton in Burtons productions. A deformed witch made by china, quirky Bonham Carter and Depps lovely voice are what most saves this. JJJ

still alive

And sometimes I write in English. To practice for the prospect of my future. The future of my life. At least in my dreams. Actually, why wouldn't I be able to? Me as well as someone else.

I know it's been quiet a while. Pretty long while then you might think. But hey, at least I'm alive! This spring is the thoughest in years. I think. Though I believe I'm gonna make it. Because I'm a survivor and we survivors sticks to no matter what. So I'm gonna make sure I'll pull through. With some help of the most wonderful music and movies to comfort. Right now I thank god for Black Keys, Hunger Games soundtrack, fun. along with most loveable Of Monsters and Men. Of course all cinemas. And not least those people which I know really are my friends.

You did'nt have to stoop so low 
I guess that I don't need that though 

Now you're just somebody that I used to know