the hunger games nerd

I've just finished the first book in the Hunger Games-triology. For the third time. In just two months. I must admit I'm a little embarrassed about this. Feels as if I should be fourteen or so if so. But I've become a real geek regarding this story. For the moment I'm actually a bit obsessed. Maybe that says a lot of my extraordinary life. However, nerding can be quite nice. And I think I like it. And. Why should anyone else actually bother? It's fascinating!

prometheus

This Wednesday (6/6) I went to the movie theater again. This time to see Prometheus. In 3D. But I'm sorry to say it wasn't that good. Well, to begin with it seemed to be. The landscape pretty much overwhelmed me and the production overall was nicely well-made. But all this slime, all this creepy slimy creatures and some things looking like bombs and melt iron (or anything like that) with disgusting creatures in itself. I guess that's just not my cup of tea. To be honest, I haven't seen any of the earlier Alien-movies. But after this I don't think I'm gonna see any other either. To bad because I think this could have been so good with some other prospects and less slimy growing aliens in stomachs. I really likes this idea with the searching, from where we are. In the universe. But slimyness. Just pointless, just so empty and meaningless. And. Why do extraterrestrial beings always seems to be evil? Is that some kind of conspired universal agreement? I dare to wonder. I like the cast a bit though. Noomi Rapace. Many Swedes in Hollywood now it appears. Like that! And I must admit I still like Ridley Scott. Even though I'm skeptical. JJJ


By the way. I've finally seen The Artist and Hugo Cabret. The Oscars-films. Of any strange reason both of them went short time in the theaters. But now, I've seen them. And I like them. I don't really get the hype though. I mean, The Artist. It's lovely, indeed. But the best film ever? Haven't those people seen silent movies before? I felt like I've seen it before.

movie awards

Just saw the reprise of MTV Movie Awards 2012. I love those movie awards. And. The Black Keys and Johnny Depp played togehter. And they rocked. Just the fact of that makes this awesome. But as we know, movies and music makes one! And I just smile, enjoying it all. Yes!

esc 2012 final - euphoria!

My god what a night. Euphoria! Oh Eurovision Song Contest, how I love this phenomenon. All of the melodies, the performances, the happiness, the worst jokes, the prettiest cards, the lavished arenas, the poor English, the unyielding French, the singing out of tunes, the cutest babushkas, the magnificient intermissions who sometimes just shocks, the nice production, the neighbourliness (which I believe actually is a sign of same culture), the nailbiting results of voting. This uniting competition which provides love and peace. And this year Sweden sent our best contribution ever. Probably one of the best in Eurovision all time. I'm thrilled by this loveable magical girl and her outstanding performance. Thank you Loreen! Though I'm a bit shocked about the northern for the rest, they were worth much more. Especially Iceland.

Top five:
1. Sweden, 372 points
2. Russia, 259 points
3. Serbia, 214 points
4. Azerbaijan, 150 points
5. Albania, 146 points

esc 2012 semi-final 2

And the second semi-final was just as awesome as the first one. I totally love this. And I love that so many sings in their own languages this year. And I adore our magical Loreen. She makes me proud to be a Swede. Go Sweden! And the other favorites of mine. It's gonna be so exciting to see the final on Saturday.

And of course: the list of the melodies this evening. (This time Georgia's missing. Maybe it appears later. Montenegro did.)
And here are the finals.

And my favorites. Not all of them made it to the final but still, here they are. Keeps my fingers crossed.

esc 2012 semi-final 1

Tonight I've seen the first semi-final of Eurovision Song Contest 2012. You've got to love Eurovision Song Contest. Leastways I do. All this music. The worst ones, and the best. Thursday's the second semi. And then. On Saturday. The big final. Longing. Loving. I'll watch.

Here's the first semi-final melodies. Montenegro and Albania are missing since I couldn't find them on Spotify.

This years host country (last years winner) and the big five (who are directly qualified to the final since they contributes that much money to the competition) have I also made a list of. You can listen to them here if you want to.

the soundtrack of hunger games

Today I'm listening to the soundtrack of the Hunger Games. I'm never gonna get tired of this. Those soundtracks. The magic of the composing skills. To tell the stories by means of music. It reminds me why original soundtracks has such an important role. This place which I heart so. It's just beautiful! And James Newton Howard, you're one of a kind. Emotional perfection.

Not to forget the melodies in this soundtrack which also includes singing. Even though I don't really gets their spots in the movie. In fact I've notised that only a coulpe of these melodies are included in the film. Or did I get it wrong? I just feels the world through melodies like these though. Right now they're including everything that matters.

awkward.

One year ago I thought I had the most perfect class. I loved everyone of them. Spent a lot of my spare time with many of them. In the fall it went on. Even better. Felt so loved. Few people have ever meant that much as they did. I've never felt less alone. Then. I'm not really sure what happend. Don't think I ever been so sad. Never felt so broken. Hurt. Devastated. Misconstrued. Now it feels I've never been more alone. Just because one turned away it seems everyone did. Conclusion? Not even try to trust people anymore? This sucks!

So. Now I'm gonna quit writing about my fucking life. The drabness of everyday life. My awkward me. That's just boring to read, and boring to write. There are things much more interesting. Lets change turn to that sort of stuff. Today I recorded a couple of sequences. A little more filming and then I'm gonna edit it. Yey. And I've decided this summers project's gonna be a new manuscript. More about that. Later.

Tonight i feel calm. Calmer. Thankful. Tonight I eat meat!